 cat died? love story?
March 2017. a month of tears, sadness and the month that i hate. forever. ok first nk story pasal Lilo. my cat hk paling paling paling sayang. ok jap how to start eh? ok gini, so lilo start drpd last year i guess ye mmg jarang balik rumah. like dk balik rumah 2-3 days tu mcm biasa je. normal. and start this year, and last month, jarang sangat balik rumah. biasa pagi tu ye akan balik sbb umi bagi nasi. so umi akan make sure ye makan pagi so that he'll not hungry bila petang and malam dk makan right?
so start bulan 3, ye dk balik rumah, dk makan and everything. at first dk mikir byk sangat sbb maybe ye malas balik kan. so haritu (i forgot la hari mende soz) ye balik tp dokrok sangat. mcm kucing kurap. dokrok, muka cengkung, badan kurus kering. and tiap tiap maghrib Lilo suka duduk nengung dekat tepi rumah. bila panggil ye diam je. sampai haritu ainin kejut nk pengsan sbb tetiba nmpk mende putih tepi kaki masa maghrib. ye dk bunyi, diam. and mcm tgh tahan sakit. and from that day, nmpk ye jalan tempang. like ye erek se kaki ye ni. so masatu fikir maybe ada something dkt kaki ye or luka or wtv.
tp lama lama nmpk koho teruk. bila ainin try angkat, badan ye lembik sangat sangat sampai jatuh balik. and then we decided to bwk ye gi vet. jumpa doc, then doc said that Lilo tdk energy sbb dk makan, and kaki ye tdk mende mende pun. doc kata dk luka, dk patoh, or seliuh pun. so start haritu rasa mcm pelik dh.
Selasa-- masa pagi bangun subuh tu ingat nk tidur balik then dgr na panggil kabo Lilo lembik sngt sngt dh. so ainin pun berlari keluor rmh tgk Lilo ada bwh kereta, waiting for me to help him. ye nk bangun, nk jalan. but he cant. bila ye try bangun, jatuh balik. so sbb haritu hari sklh, org semua busy, then i tried to dukung Lilo, and ltk ye dkt kiko and momo tgh makan. sbb masatu Lilo try nk bangun nk makan nasi. and start haritu la ye dkleh jalan terus.
and i took a box (act kotok periuk umi lol) and ltk kain sikit dalam suruh ye selesa. ltk Lilo kat dlm. mlm tu semua nangis, sbb sedih saangat sangat tgk Lilo. ye mampu terlentang je, dkleh gerok langsung. suap ye makan, minum. mllm tu angkat ye ltk dlm rmh, badan ye mcm cramp like dkleh gerok langsung. masatu risau gila gila dh sampai abah nge umi pun risau. so abah kabo esok bwk gi vet balik, biar abah teman.
so gi dgn dua kereta abah ikut belakang. abah ckp dgn doc tu and doc tu kabo lilo kena sawan, stroke :( allahu. rasa mcm nk nangis je depan doc. masatu mcm dk caya sngt like seriously kucing pun boleh kena stroke???
sebelum balik tu singgah treeleaf beli susu sbb doc kabo try suap susu since Lilo pun start takboh makan dh. balik rmh, kwn umi suruh balut dgn kain ltk myk panas, and we did it to him. sbb nk nya Lilo sihat balik :')
so dlm masa 10 hari tu, mmg byk kena sabor sbb Lilo kencing berok pun kena lap sbb ye la kan, ye dkleh gerok dh. lumpuh. lps tanya kwn kwn so syarah suruh try bwk gi vet swasta. and gi vet tu pun doc kabo mende sama. sawan. stroke. so doc suruh ajar lilo exercise je tiap tiap petang. means kita tolong gerok gerokkan kaki dia. sampai la 5/4 haritu letih sangat dk tidur so petang tu Lilo kencing, tp kalini lilo mcm lain je, kencing. basuh. kencing balik. ada dlm tiga kali kencing sbbtu rasa letih sngt sngt and mmg ainin je hk cara byk ke Lilo sbb org lain busy ainin je free kat rmh. terungut depan lilo, i still remembered what i said "letih dh. bila Lilo nk baik" and masatu mata Lilo tgk je into my eyes. like faham mende tuan ye cakap.
6/4 (khamis)-- pagi tu try bagi Lilo makan ikan, suap susu. tp ye kehek balik. its okay. malas nk paksa kan. tp muka Lilo masatu mcm lain dh, kotor sngt padahal maren tu baru je lap bersih muka ye. so dlm pukul 11 keluor dgn aliaa tgk movie. then bila habis movie gi surau nk smyg... check phone tgk kakak misscalled. buka ws tgk noti masuk byk dkt group. bila buka je, nmpk abah tulis "Lilo mati dh"
sedih. tu je boleh kabo. sedih sangat sangat. bakpe masa ainin keluor tu Lilo nk tinggal? and rasa nyesal jgk sbb rungut gitu depan Lilo. ye mcm faham je tuan ye cakap right :') but nvm, im redha. drpd tgk Lilo sakit gitu, its better Lilo gi right. so petang tu balik, abah gali tanah kat dpn rmh and ainin sendiri angkat Lilo tanam. at first dk caya Lilo tdk dh sbb nmpk perut ye still gerok but bila angkat Lilo, sejuk. badan ye keras dh. haih. but dakpe la, ainin puas hati dh jaga Lilo sbb first time jaga kucing drpd kecik, sakit and sampai tdk dh :') lilo kucing hk paling syg, paling suka sbb ye cerdik sngt sngt. bila maroh je golek and mesti lpstu rasa bersaloh nk maroh ye haha. and Lilo paling pantang org pegang perut ye mesti ye gigit hahaha. rest well sayang, i miss you already.
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ok, lets talk about another story. nk cerita pasal result spm tp sikit sikit je la hahaha. target tu ada la dlm 6/7a sbb trial dpt 6a kan so why not ainin dpt lagi byk drpd trial. ok so dipendekkan cerita, alhamdullillah. syukur. but im a lil bit dissapointed la. but its okay. rezeki byk tu je. and i still remembered nangis dalam dewan. can u imagine??? dewan besor ramai orang dgn cg dgn parents lagi ainin boleh nangis LIKE WTH????????? hahahahahahah malu sungguh la. but nvm sedih kot hahahahahhaa
matriks isi dh, upu pun isi dh. semua mtk account sbb result science subject semua hampa kahkahkah and im into math not science so drpd menyesal dikemudian hari, baik apply course hk kita minat right. mmg la ada mulut org hk potpetpotpet tu perlekehkan sbb apply acc, but whatever. i dont care. mu ke aku yg nk bljr kekgi? okok dh.
sooooooooooo hmm tu je la kot. oh btw, im happy with my life rn. dk la happy sangat. but alhamdulillah. laki? hmmmmmmmmmm no maybe. malas nk ingat mende lepas bcs i already forget about it. redha je and terima semua dh hehe. yes dulu kalau putus cinta mesti mcm orang gila dk makan la dk keluor bilik la but alhamdulillah i can urus my life now hahahahahahha. bukan dk sedih langsung, sedih la sape dk sedih break up but ya, i believe in what Allah had plan for me. Hes plan is better than me right so i accept it. ada la hikmah bakpe Allah wk gini. and trust Him maybe ye bukan jodoh right? no need to find a guy pun. sbb right now, family is important. lagipun hidup panjang lagi hahahahahhahahah luga lah ainin. tp gitu la kan, kadang kadang mari jgk teringat, kekadang rasa sedih, kekadang rasa benci. ye la sape je dk benci bila sedih sorang malam malam kan. but now trust me, i aready accepted it. redha is the best solution :) so tu je la kot about love story hehe.
ok jap omg seriously 3 cerita in A post? hahahaha wow. btw i am bad at ending a story soooo hm goodnight! sweet dream hehe
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